Tuesday, May 4, 2010

So close yet so far

prayer letters, let me say it again, prayer letters.
so close, but so far. Tomorrow should be the big day that we stuff and prepare to hand our heart over in a letter to family and friends.
i sent my passport out
it feels far and close to leaving.

with all that has gone on i have re-passioned my love for creating. mostly due to stress relief. it is such a blessing to create for work, it is something that has been my therapy in hard or stressful times.

i started spending my lunch breaks inspiring myself on the blackberry looking at different types of recycling art. Come home and spend my 10 minutes to build something in a fury that has been building all day. I have a few finished projects, several half projects.

yesterday God answers prayers in still small voices, i just felt overwhelmed all the time that my ability to sit and listen to God or really hear just melted away with 3 year old voices, a crazy schedule and just plain being married. look for inspiration and His word through out my day. Today was just so awesome to think about little ways i planned to sip tea with God. my heart thirst for Him, to sing, to create for him, to be still with Him.

my favorite song right now is Beautiful Things by Michael Gungor. it lifts me up to create for Him and to be in the Spirit with him.

He answered my pray, my desire to be in the spirit with Him more each day.